its 1:11, i made a wish, hoping you would pass by this. the whole world asleep due to a terrible thing arising tomorrow, school. the winter break is over and i guess since its the last of my high school breaks, i decided to stay up and think wtf am i doing. i never thought a few minutes of ... i would realize whaaat am i doing? just the other day my "God wants you to know" facebook app said that dont seek love. and yet, here i am trying my hardest. trying to write one-hit wonder tweets, but im no wiseman. meaningful blogs with words that makes me sound so lyrical, i did get a bad mark in english why do i try to write thinking im so good, i mean check out all the comma splices, fragments, and errors. sending a billion texts with no replies, i dont even have an unlimited texting plan. putting on the neatest clothes i have, but you dont even glance or take a look. i think i am the number one stalker, passing by your blog/twitter/facebook/and reading our conversations.
so why do i do all these things for no use? is it because i think your pretty? cause i enjoy your presence? maybe cause i like you? its cause im stupid and tryhard idiot. my resolution was accomplisment but by now im pretty much failing that because with past experiences, i just end up with failure.
im no poet, no english major, i cant sing, i dont have that cool vibe, i dont think im a nice guy.im just a little boy whos heart goes in the wrong direction, does that even make sense?....
i hope you do read this.
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