FIRSTLOVE

everyone hopefully has a first love, the love that you most cherish the most and the one that keeps with you the rest of your life is suppose to be the first love. why didnt i recognize that. i wasted my first love, although it was some odd years ago, the love that i had wasnt love. i never thought being in love was being cool. or even if i waste. i even wasted it with the first ever official love, that actually counted. fuck man, what the hell is wrong with me? love shouldnt be abused, shouldnt be tortured, or it shouldnt be some sort of thing you should attain just cause. love should be all the descriptions you get from movies, all put into one. wwhhhhyyy, what a pointless blog

this weekend was my trailer to my summer. chillin till the late nights, coming home when the sun comes up in the morning, partying and killin every beat, chillin at the park with some friends, realizing sunshine, long drives with homies, not wasting every minute, breakin rules. summer, fuck man cant wait.

another realization, im in love with you......


..r chase.